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  Might saving a little girl...

  ...help mend their broken hearts?

  When ex-doctor Tasha Kincaid escaped to Africa to teach, haunted by the loss of a young patient, she never expected to find now-widowed Quinn Shapiro—the doctor who once broke her heart. But a pupil is sick, and she needs his help! As they care for little Abeje, Tasha finds herself falling for Quinn again—could healing this child help them embrace a future together?

  “I’m not a mother.”

  “Mothers aren’t necessarily the women who give birth to a child, but those who love them.”

  Tasha frowned, thinking. “Like the woman who fostered me?”

  Quinn nodded. “Yes. She didn’t give birth to you, but I bet she loved and cared for you like she had.”

  It was true. Tasha had even called her “Mom.” Still did to this day. It had been one of the most surprising events of her life, finding a home. People to care for her. Love her. She’d thought all her chances were gone.

  “You’re telling me I can do this?”

  His voice was soft and gentle. “I’m telling you, you can do this.”

  He reached up to stroke her face, the backs of his fingers tracing the line of her jaw, his gaze focused on her lips.

  She smiled hesitantly, feeling his arms come around her body and hold her close. She soaked up his strength. His belief in her.

  Staring at him, this close, she could almost barely breathe. Time stopped. The air felt thick with tension. She looked at his mouth. The mouth she had once dreamed of kissing. The mouth that belonged to the man she had once loved so much her heart had almost broken in two. She could feel it. Wanted to belong to him again.

  Dear Reader,

  For years, I dreamed of becoming a midwife. It was all I wanted to do and I applied and got accepted by the University of Southampton. But then tragedy struck and I could no longer follow my dream. The days, weeks and months that followed were a huge adjustment, as I waved my friends off to start their midwifery course and I could not be who I always thought I wanted to be.

  I wanted to write a character who could not follow her dream, who had to choose a different path and forever wonder if she made the right choice. Of course, Tasha’s story is more dramatic than my own! But I loved exploring this aspect of someone’s heart and so I wrote this story, in its own cathartic way, to explore my own feelings about such a loss.

  I do hope you enjoy Tasha and Quinn’s story. Because, in the end, we both managed to get our happy-ever-after!

  Love,

  Louisa xxx

  A CHILD TO HEAL THEM

  Louisa Heaton

  Books by Louisa Heaton

  Harlequin Medical Romance

  The Baby That Changed Her Life

  His Perfect Bride?

  A Father This Christmas?

  One Life-Changing Night

  Seven Nights with Her Ex

  Christmas with the Single Dad

  Reunited by Their Pregnancy Surprise

  Their Double Baby Gift

  Pregnant with His Royal Twins

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  For the real Tasha, Bonnie and Lucy.

  Praise for Louisa Heaton

  “Reunited by Their Pregnancy Surprise is a compelling read about the irrefutable connection between a man and a woman. The story grips you from the moment you pick up the book, and you will not want to put this one down.”

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  Contents

  CHAPTER ONE

  CHAPTER TWO

  CHAPTER THREE

  CHAPTER FOUR

  CHAPTER FIVE

  CHAPTER SIX

  CHAPTER SEVEN

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  EPILOGUE

  EXCERPT FROM REDEEMING THE REBEL DOC BY SUSAN CARLISLE

  CHAPTER ONE

  SHE COULDN’T SEE the road. There were too many people criss-crossing in front of her. This way. That. Seemingly with no order to their lives.

  Women were heading home from the market with goods balanced in baskets atop their heads, babies strapped to their backs in swathes of fabric. Cattle chewed the cud at the side of the road, as if bored with life, idling alongside market traders who were much more vibrant, calling out, selling their goods—brightly patterned fabrics, spices and vegetables—whilst loud pop music blared from speakers she couldn’t see.

  Her nose was filled with the scents of food—fresh fish, caught that day, being the strongest.

  Tasha Kincaid urged her off-roader forward, sounding the horn as much as she could. Thick, choking dust was being kicked up from the tyres as she revved the engine, desperate to get through the crowds, anxious to get back to the Serendipity, on the far side of town, because of her passenger, lying on the back seat, unmoving.

  Children were not meant to be this still. This quiet.

  The Serendipity had anchored just two days ago. She’d taken the children in her class to see it. The vast vessel, a floating hospital ship, sat there in the waters of the Mozambique Channel, waiting to give aid to those who needed it for free.

  The children in her class had drawn pictures of the boat, and she’d used the lesson to teach them about kindness and giving. About helping others. They’d even been able to go on board briefly and talk to one or two of the nurses, who had generously given their time.

  Maria and Rob were from Ireland and were volunteers, helping out on board for six months before returning to their paying jobs back home.

  Back in class, she had pinned the children’s pictures to the peeling walls of the classroom, instantly brightening up the place with their happy colours. That had been the day she’d first found herself worrying about Abeje.

  Abeje was Tasha’s star pupil. She tried not to have favourites. All the orphaned children in her class were special, brilliant and curious. But Abeje was different.

  She had been orphaned at a young age after both her parents had died, and the only home she’d ever known was the Sunshine Children’s Centre. She’d never had a proper family, but she was bright and intelligent. A deep thinker. A philosopher. And she wanted to be a doctor.

  The similarities between them had struck Tasha hard. She recognised that gleam in her eyes. That yearning and thirst for knowledge. To do well. She wanted to let Abeje know that she could be anything she chose to be—that Tasha would help give her that chance. That the whole world could be hers as long as she pursued a passion.

  But on the day they’d visited the Serendipity—the day that Tasha would have expected Abeje to be at her most attentive, her most intrigued and excited—Abeje had seemed somehow off. A little listless. A little tired, and complaining of a headache.

  All children got sick. It was inevitable. So when Abeje hadn’t come to school the next day Tasha had figured she was probably just taking a day to recuperate. Knowing that Abeje had no mother or father to soothe her brow, she’d thought it might be a nice gesture to go to the children’s centre and check on her, take her some pretty flowers to brighten her room. Just to let her know that she was being thought of and worried about.

  But the second she’d seen Abeje, semi-conscious and sweating, Tasha had known that there was something to be worried about. With the matron’s blessing, she’d scooped Abeje up into her car and had screeched away in a trail of thick red dust in an effort to get to the hospital ship.

>   The vehicle hit a pothole and Abeje moaned as the car bounced them around in their seats. Tasha risked a quick glance. The poor girl was drenched through with sweat and the sun was glaring down at them, burning everything it cast its gaze upon.

  ‘Not far now, sweetie! We’re nearly there...just stay with me!’

  Horrible thoughts were rushing through her head—meningitis, encephalitis. Maybe a waterborne infection? A slideshow of horrific images passed through her brain, courtesy of the books she’d once studied.

  She could smell the docks as they inched closer. The heat, the brine, the dust. The fish caught during that morning’s outing were only now being brought back to port. Fruit, meat, chickens in cages were all piled high, the chickens squawking and flapping, the busy trade causing human traffic that she had to struggle to get through.

  She cursed quietly, biting her lip, hitting the horn in frustration as the giant sides of the ship loomed over her—so near and yet so far. The car was surrounded by a thick crowd of people and she was making minimum progress.

  Growling, she stopped the car, put her keys in her pocket, scooped Abeje into her arms and began to push her way through the throngs of people.

  ‘Excuse me! Sorry! Can I just squeeze through?’

  Suddenly she was at the gangplank, Abeje heavy in her arms.

  She ran up it, panting in the heat, sweat prickling her underarms, her back. The coolness of the ship’s interior was welcoming. The air-conditioning a blessing. For her, at least.

  Desperately she tried to remember her way around the ship from the brief tour they’d taken a few days ago. The emergency clinic was down this corridor.

  Hefting Abeje into a firmer grip, she ran down it and burst through the double doors into the clinic, where there was a twenty-bed ward. ‘I need help!’ she yelled at Maria and Rob, who were making up a bed with new sheets.

  Tasha ran to a spare bed and laid Abeje down upon it as gently as she could. The two nurses moved towards the bed.

  ‘She’s sick! I don’t know what’s wrong, but I think it’s serious! Please help her!’

  She stepped back as the two nurses rushed forward. It was hard to fight the urge to do something herself. To let go. To give her precious charge up into a stranger’s hands.

  ‘What’s going on?’

  The male voice instantly cut through the haste. Authoritative. English. The sort of voice that made you turn around and pay attention to the speaker.

  It was a voice she’d heard before. One that took her right back to her childhood.

  To that moment.

  Him.

  It can’t be...

  Surely she was wrong? Memories were fickle, and she’d done her level best to forget his very existence. How he looked. How he sounded. The voice that she had once closed her eyes to listen to.

  Tasha glanced over her shoulder...

  At the man that had once torn her heart in two.

  Only now her heart was galloping, her head was pounding with incredulity and her mouth was dry, clogged with all the dust from the road. She was aware of sweat drenching her skin.

  How can it be him?

  How is he here? In this place?

  They’d been children. She just thirteen years old. Him three years older. And it might have been an adolescent crush, something silly, but she remembered the pain and the humiliation all too well, even now. It was like being that teenage girl all over again.

  ‘Quinn?’

  The doctor frowned at her briefly, clearly wondering how she knew his name, but then his attention was returned to Abeje, who lay still on the bed. ‘Tell me her symptoms. When it began.’

  Tasha blinked hard, still not quite believing that he was here. Of all the places in the world he might have gone he was here. On this ship.

  As if from a world away, unable to tear her gaze from his face, she began to relay Abeje’s symptoms, stunned into numbness and a creeping sense of hurt. The box she’d put him in, and all her feelings about him—the box that she’d locked and hidden away for all these years—was finally beginning to crack open, creating a canyon of a scar upon her heart.

  * * *

  There was something about the tall blonde who had just appeared in his clinic. Something weirdly familiar. But he didn’t have time to place her. He’d thought he knew most of the English people here in Ntembe, but obviously not.

  Perhaps she was new? She had corkscrew honeyed curls, deep blue eyes and a mask of sun-kissed freckles across her nose. Cute.

  But he didn’t have time to think about her, much as he would like to. She wasn’t the important one. The most important female at this point in time was the semi-conscious one lying on the bed—not the one who somehow knew his name.

  Quinn examined the young girl, his stethoscope already in his ears, the metal diaphragm at its end already upon her clammy chest. She was about six years old, a little underweight, but not so much that it concerned him. She had a temperature of nearly one hundred and three degrees, sweats and chills. Drowsy. Flu-like symptoms.

  His first concern was malaria. ‘Has she been vomiting?’

  The blonde shook her head, curls shimmering. She looked terrified. Almost as if she were afraid to look at the little girl on the bed. As if she was shutting herself down.

  ‘I don’t know.’

  ‘Any family history I should know about?’

  She shook her head, looking at him in apology, cheeks colouring.

  ‘I don’t know.’

  ‘Has she been given anything?’

  There was a pained expression in those blue eyes of hers.

  ‘I don’t know. I’m sorry. I’m just her teacher.’

  He listened to her heart. It sounded good, if a little rapid. Her chest was clear at the moment. Checking her eyes and the palms of her hands, he saw she seemed pale, and the possibility of anaemia assured him that malaria was probably the case here.

  ‘Let’s get her on an intravenous drip and get some blood drawn so we can do a rapid diagnostic test. She’s probably going to need anti-malarials.’

  ‘You think this is malaria?’ the woman asked, heartbreak in her voice.

  ‘It looks like it. The bloods will let us know for sure. You’re her teacher?’

  She looked frightened. On edge. Her arms were wrapped around herself protectively, making her look smaller.

  ‘Yes.’

  ‘Are any of your other students sick?’

  She shook her head. ‘I didn’t think... I’m sorry. I don’t know.’

  It seemed there was a lot she didn’t know. But he didn’t want to get frustrated with her. This wasn’t the first time a patient had turned up at the ship with no one knowing anything about them. Sometimes they’d get dumped there. Abandoned.

  ‘Can I sit with her?’

  ‘You’ve taken anti-malaria tablets before coming over here?’

  She nodded.

  ‘Good. Then you can stay.’

  There was something about those eyes of hers. Something familiar. Oceanic blue and just as deep. Thick, dark lashes enveloping them. Where had he seen them before?

  He held out his hand, determined to find out. ‘Dr Quinn Shapiro.’

  Hesitantly she took his hand, as if she’d been asked to touch a live, hissing and spitting cobra. ‘Tasha Kincaid.’

  Tasha Kincaid. The name didn’t ring a bell. Perhaps he was mistaken about her being familiar somehow? Some people just had that type of face...

  Though she seems to know me...

  ‘Nice to meet you.’

  She looked at him strangely. Questioningly. Surprised. Relieved?

  ‘Likewise.’

  * * *

  Nice to meet him? Quinn Shapiro? Here on the Serendipity? Of all the hospital ships in all the world, he had to be on this one? Off the coast of Africa
? What were the chances?

  She didn’t want to think about what he’d done. What he’d said. About how he’d made her feel. So small. So unimportant. So ugly. Those feelings she’d stamped down on long ago, determined not to let them affect her self-confidence.

  It had been a struggle for a while, especially because she’d been at such a vulnerable, impressionable age, but she’d done it. The only way she’d been able to carry on had been to pretend it had never happened.

  Tasha sat by Abeje’s bed, holding her student’s hand. Abeje was sleeping now, her face restful in repose, her chapped lips slightly parted. Her skin was hot to the touch—boiling. Her small body was fighting a battle that had no definite outcome. The rapid test, which had given a result within minutes of their arrival, had shown that it was malaria.

  ‘Don’t you die on me,’ she whispered to her small charge, hoping that her just saying those words would make some higher power hear them and infuse the little girl with a fighting spirit. ‘Do you hear me? You’ve got to pull through this. You’ve got to fight it. You can’t give in.’

  ‘How’s she doing?’

  Quinn’s voice behind her had Tasha leaping to her feet, her heart thundering like galloping horses, her cheeks flushing red. She turned around, stared at him, resisting the urge to start yelling at him. To humiliate him. To embarrass him the way he had once done her.

  Trying her best to hold the bitterness back, she said, ‘She’s sleeping.’

  ‘That’s good. Her body needs rest.’

  Yes, it did. So did she. But her own tiredness, her own endless, exhausting fear, was something she had to dismiss right now. Her body was once again thrumming to the presence of Quinn Shapiro, apparently having forgotten that years ago she’d made a decision never to be attracted to him ever again.

  Who knew the human body could be so treacherous? It apparently had a mind of its own...was reacting to him in ways she couldn’t control.

  He clearly didn’t recognise her. The last time she’d seen him she’d been thirteen years old, chubby and grubby, and he’d been sixteen. Just three years older, but seemingly so worldly-wise, so mature, so stunning. And so handsome. With a dazzling smile that had made her heart go pitter-pat.